wondering why i'm not emo?
funny huh?
sunny day___3:23pm
just came back from schl, but my plan didn't work...
pn. ch'ng was not in the schl and starting tml, sn students r having UP1
helped some of my juniors to draw and carve..but not really tat beautiful..no idea..haha
that Gary Khor acted like a child =='''
urging me to paint for him..
when we talked bout volley ball, he disappeared.
oh man, i wondered who said "b serious during meeting"
hahaha//and and and..
the hilarious thing is tat he called me "sister" !!!
owwhhh!! so cute! so manja~ beh tahan!
just bcause he wanted to gossip wif us..Q! Q! Q! Q! Q!
i brought my laptop to schl to complete the letter for v.b.society
and yes, of course i set a password to protect my PRIVACY
oh,, no one ever manage to guess my password
but today..== wat an unlucky day for me
that guy! that kid! that Max Goh manage to guess wif just 2 tips!
lucky him..but he's good enough to keep it as a secret b4 i changed it..
or else.. that Gary Khor and NZQ would surely check every single profile in my account..
poor laptop..being tortured by that baka NZQ, wuwuwuwu...
fffuuhhhh..my new laptop! DX
a video of animal being interpreted to sth blue..==
"why aren't they wearing clothes?"
"oh! they are kissing,and licking!"
still not much different...haiz...
and of course, all of us did chat..
well, at first i tot tat they might ignore me, but no..
quite fun, with them-- KCE, GSW, NCE, LJX, NYM, KCE, KSY, NZQ, YJL, GYX, KCY
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until now, i still blieve to my instinct..yea, it's not her fault
but tis doesnt mean tat i claim myself as the bad guy
well, at least i knew who truly understand me
which one to trust
which one to stay with
you know tat..ppl from different world cant communicate properly
that's y thr's a phrase--culture shock
cos we cant get use to it..maybe 4 the whole life..
so thr's no use forcing each other to stay close,
to be at each other side helping each other
useless, no point
i'll learn, learn how to face all this sequences
just like wat i wrote to her,
that friend, who had already hurt me more than twice,
just bcos i'm not trustworthy to her..sad case huh?
yes, its the word
to dance in the storm
so it's obvious that this will be the last post for her..
kinda wasted..
but who's counting?
no ppl will stand on "enemy"'s sight to view the problem..
"maybe we might have that kindness, but not all friends understand"--he told me tat
no, i'm not angry, not sad, not desperate,
just dont understand,
why? why trust ppl that doesn't even understand the situation truly?
why? why still so childish in our 18?
life isn't waiting the storm to pass,
but to learn how to dance gracefully
in the down pour
that person, far far away, is just to hunger to see me fall
fine, is ok..since now, we'll be in different world..
it's okie cos i can save my time,
just no more wasting my time worrying bout her family
just no more spending my night to think how to help her
just no more fighting, argue, misunderstanding, quarreling
no more..
just like wat a movie i'm going to watch after this--
Social Network
we dont get 500 million friends without a few enemies
no, they are not my enemies,just not friends, just passer-by
role? yea! very important, to strengthen my EQ
maybe just too mature for them to mix wif..
each time i fall down, just way too much to stand up by myself
but now, at least i learnt
not all friends that give a helping hand would be at your side forever
even promise would break
a believe has a lie inside
let it be..
even they won her, thr's ntg to happy wif..
the popularity is so much different..
DAMN THING..i still hope result is released within this week..haiz..
if you believe
it will happen
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