106* if you believe

to survive or to wither, it's just all about being more than who we are.

currently studying in tunku abdul rahman..
ops! don b mistaken-ed! i mean SMK TAR, not college, not university..
en em..having my pre-university education(form 6) starting next week,
if i wasn't tat LUCKY to b choosen by JPA..

well, actually i believe tat every path has its own benefits and cons
as for me,
part of me love to challenge sth tougher,
but at the same time, i hope for shortcuts..
who else dont?

i was still in a dilemma whether to stay in SMKTAR or transfer to my dream schl--JIT SIN
huiqi's father(PK of tunku) asked me to stay in TUNKU today.
he said ,
if i remain in tis schl, then i might become the top student
oh, yes i know, and i would be popular again,
but wat about my calm-bookworm-life then?
i used to be one of the most popular student in SMKSN（CK said i m shameless//haha）,
but not more in FORM 6, still
i know that i m not yet ready for tat..
SO I HAVE TO LEARN,
to learn how to be low profile..

he talked about huiqi, about how his children who studied in jit sin and tunku..
well, i would admit that huiqi is indeed more intelligent and independent than her siblings..
just that she didn't get to enter jit sin that time..
or perhaps, her siblings were like me, being too active in schl, neglecting our studies?
deputy head prefect
yearbook chief editor
PBSM
TNT teaching
relationship problems (ahhmmm..not love, sorry~)
aha..i know that hui qi is truly brilliant! she is also very active..super active!
but now that i m regret, my results wouldn't get better any way..
so change! change! change!
so that i can again make my parents proud of me..(middle-child symptom?)

in JIT SIN,
if i were to bcome the top student, i have to work extremely hard..
yet i know, it wouldn't secure the wish..
i know, i know, there is something about that schl, not the name, not the teachers..
it's the students, the way they study, the way they compete, the way they keen for 4 FLAT
the EXHAUSTIVE BURDEN is wat i need, to propel myself to a higher level, to expose me about the stressful atmosphere..

so i have a clear answer here.
i believe, it is not about choosing which path,
it is about how we move so that the chosen one is correct.
and i believe in myself !!

if you believeit will happen