The dark solemn sky is still pouring its tears, making the night cooler, but is has ntg to do with my tensed-up-nerves..
Its a punishment..
A punishment for my over-confidence and lazyness last year..
Yes, i m not selected to matriculation..
No, it isnt my only choice to continue my journey, not the best choice tough..
But for most chinese, studying in matriculation simply means having a step to local university, which include U Malaya..
U may say tat UM isnt the top university in the world or even Asia, but it is the best U in Malaysia, who cares whether it is in the top of university ranking?
So, this is malaysia's education, no matter how bookworm are you, its OKIE cos u are CLEVER
This is a punishment for myself, for being too active in the finak year..cos i simply thought tat it does matter..but sorry dude, not at all when ur SPM result sucks!
I m kinda hopeless to wait for my JPA result..with only 6 A+, how m i able go fight wif those 8A+'S??
So, just tell me that i have go go for form 6..form 6 means no game..no heavy activities, no outing tat frequent..
Form6 means cruelty..means bookworm, means everythg..if u fail,den u are finished!! Wasting 2 extra yrs chewing textbooks,ntg!! No 4 flat, no future..why? Cos no spending for my studies..
I hate myself..truly deeply seriously
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I miss him so much!!
I told yineng tat somethg underneath love is precious, once broken consider sold..
I oways thought tat i m ready to sell it,
but i have to admit, sorry,
acos i just cant bare the pain to open up the broken case..
I cant even control myself not to click on his profile to follow his recent status..
Well, at least i have no feelin when i think of him..no pain, no love, nothing..
I don understand..izzit a habit? Like now,
still thinking bout him while typing this text?
If i were to answer your questions, well, i think a sentence would xplain everything--
I wont involve in a relationship until i m in university..not niw, not him..never..
Kinda miss my frenz now..miss miss miss..
Damn miss!!!
Ai li
Ck
Sasa
Ch
Ron
Kim han,
Hui fong..
Yineng
Oh..i think of luke yesterday!! Shocked huh? Kekez..yeah..i miss them soooooo much!!
you believe
it will happen
i think this is the 1st time my name appeared in ur blog..i'm happy to see that...wakaka..
ReplyDeleteeven though it was broken,u can send it to factory for recycle^^
^^ recycle..not bad~ haha
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