105* dream n reality

i tried my best not to think bout it..
but sorry, cos i cant
i think i m going for FORM 6, well at least 70% goin for STPM other than JPA,
which the result is still floating sumwhere else in the universe?
i plan to go for Jit Sin High School..
no a prob a few months ago..since STPM LVL is recognised globally,
so i think it would be very proud to have scholarship oversea..like Singapore, Australia, UK, Amerika..
H.A.H.A, funny!

studying F6 really requires hardworking students,
but UNFORTUNATELY, i m not one of them..
the fact of swallowing everything in one and a half year does tense my nerves up
and i realize i m not very proficient in english, which means i m goin to crap in my MUET.
talking bout the scholarship for medicine after STPM,
it is a competitive faculty as i have to compete with students all over the world then..
so i did some research bout undergraduate education all around the world..
the reality pulled me far away from my dream..
a dream is indeed a fantasy..without any hard work..nothing is goin to work out..















i love JIT SIN very very much..since primary schl..
i got 7 a's for my UPSR, but my mum don let me to enter JIT SIN..
so i ended up studying in SN,
but throughout these short-5-years, i was totally pampered by my teachers..
they took me as their precious treasure..
their love was so overwhelming tat i often thought i was the one and only..
but the truth is that i was not the best if were to broaden our view over the world..==
it's a fact..a very common fact tat tightened my nerves..
so is JIT SIN..
i m goin for my STPM in JIT SIN
i will be a total stranger there..a totally new environment..no best fren there..no lovable teachers(well, maybe not b4 i know them/they know me..haha)
OH,and once decided to becum the best,
i don think i have other choice to get another scholarship in the future..
oh god..pls pray for good result from JPA??
no..useless n hopeless..30% of chance nia..

but after expressing everythg here..i have already found my way out..XD..
so no worries..cos i still have my strong will with me..
the tougher the road is, the more i m enthuse with my great great dream,
for i know, none of the paths is easy..
STPM, MBBS, SPECIALIZATION, 2ND SPECIALIZATION^^
i m already an old woman of the age 35++
so, no matter wat happens..i will and must be brave to face' em all..

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我突然好崇拜leonardo da vinci!!!
下一本要买的书=THE DA VINCI CODE!
























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